一丝感动~

她是城市的白領Office Lady；他是城市的搬運工人，高中畢業後二個人劃著不同的青春軌跡，

可是他們依然保持著戀人的關係，僅僅是保持著。


白天她在公司裡喝正宗的雀巢咖啡，

下班後她吃他買來的廉價的冰棒，中午她品味著公司裡精緻的飯菜，

晚上他帶她去髒兮兮的飯館吃並不正宗的蘭州拉麵。


她一直認為這樣的戀情與自己的生活太不協調，從開始的那一天便彷彿註定了某一種結局，

他每天去接她然後送她到所居住的公寓電梯口，輕聲道了晚安便匆匆離去。


那天她突然想撤嬌便對他說：“背我上去吧!"他看了看電梯”。

電梯運轉良好然後他回頭說了聲：“好”。

沒問任何理由，他背著她慢慢向上爬。


爬到一半他累了問她：“休息一下好不好?”她突然來了興致嬌嗔著說不行，

他就真的沒有休息，一直爬到她所居住的13樓。


她問他累不累，他說比搬運傢俱還纍纍，她知道他說的是真的，

她有了一絲感動但他們還是分手了，因為有時候僅有感動並不能夠將愛情維持，

愛情的本身，除了感動好像還有太多的瑣碎事。


城市裡並不缺一個搬運工人，

所以他回到鄉下，他偶爾會打電話給她告訴她他現在種著一些農作物賺了一點錢，

她聽著，淡淡的，那時她已有了新的男友。


門當戶對的可以充門面協調生活的那種，然後某一天有一次他打來電話，

說他存夠了五千元，這些錢可以在鄉下娶老婆了，

她發現突然間自己的眼角竟有些濕潤。她新交的男友也是每天接她下班，

送她到電梯口，很紳士地道一聲晚安然後離去。


某一天她說：“背我上去吧!”男友說了聲：“好”。

那時電梯停在一樓，男友背起她飛快地衝進電梯，

她伏在男友的背上與電梯一起爬升心卻在飛快的下沈。


男友嘿嘿笑著好像對自己這個帶著幽默的小技倆很是滿意。

那天她沒有接受男友照例的吻別，隔天她打了通電話給他，那他那五千塊錢花出去了嗎？

然後她便發現自己淚流滿面，因為他已花出去了。


扔掉了電話，那一刻她覺得自己正在失去整個世界。


幾天後她在電梯口看到他，他的手裡拿著一枚戒指，很高檔，

他把戒指揚了揚說“五千塊錢”。她開心的哭了，

哭得一塌糊塗她說：“背我上去？”他說好，然後背著她一步一步爬著樓梯，

途中他累了說這次給不給休息，她說：“不行不行”

於是他就沈默著一直爬到了13樓。


這時她想如果一個男人肯背著一個女人爬最漫長的樓梯，

甚至可以不問理由，那麼這個女人還有什麼理由拒絕他呢？

她給了他一個長久熱烈的吻，更感人的是.....






這女人八十五公斤重~~~~~~~

House Moving

although im still searching 4 houses...
i haf already moved out (29.07.07)...
currently im stayin wif joey...
i plan to move asap as i dun wana bother/disturb others...
im going to live alone...
juz bcoz im sick of living wif other ppl...
esp. sharing a room wif somebody else...
"thank u so much 4 showin d real face of u...
although it's a bit 2 late..."
anyways, a new life coming soon~
throwin everythin 2 d back & get a new start~!!
remember wat's gud & try to ignore wat's bad~!!
sometimes juz make it a gud lesson tat i can learn for...
i miss everyone esp my family + my best frenz: Nic & Mic...
Miss all of u heaps~!!!

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Working TimeTable

Nothing 2 write about... so, juz list out my working timetable 4 tis week...

Mon - 0930am-0130pm
Tue - 0930am-0130pm
Wed - 0930am-0130pm
Thurs - 1000am-0200pm
Fri - 1200pm-0600pm (d longest working hour ever = =)
Sat - 1200pm-0600pm

Juz call back 2 Malaysia, asking parents bout d house tat i quite interest 2 move...
i couldnt find any cheapest... $155pw... it is a studio locate in wembley...
i need somebody 2 acompany me... but i couldnt get any frenz ard me moving now...
$155pw + others expenses... i juz couldnt think of hw big d amount is tat i gona spend per month... >750?? must b...
dad ask me 2 consider stayin wif calina... but her house is so far away frm my uni as she lives in rivervale... = =
dad said he gona buy me a transport machine, which is a car ofcoz... but im scare 2 drive at night (i got night class)...
sigh... i dont noe wat 2 do now... i feel like everytin bad happens onto me in once now. i feel so helpless & so depress & juz bad...
2 bad...

Complicated

So many days i have not been posting any stuffs onto my new create blog...
& yet, there were so many stuffs happened these few days...
i just don't know how 2 explain what's going on with me & everything around me...
everything just screwed up in 1 time & got into a big big mess...
i tried 2 cool down myself & make myself clear of what's going on...
1st time... i feel so helpless & i cried...

1stly, i am happy tat i finally got my job--news agency;
it can be said tat, i got it so easy & i just cant believe it.
i gave my resume 2 d boss on last Friday (22.06.07) & immediately i got interviewed;
d boss just ask something that has already been written in d resume.
(i think it is better for her 2 read my resume 1st before asking tons of Qs = =)
the next day of the interview, i received d call from d boss;
i start my work on Monday (25.06.07);
all d workers there r students;
they r friendly, kind & helpful;
d boss treat me good as well (a lot better than d job last time, at least she wont keep nagging...);
i tried my best 2 catch up fast: selling phone card, selling cigarette, lotto & so on;
luckily i still can remember how 2 use d lotto machine... ;P try 2 get use 2 it asap.
although d starting pay really isn't nice ($5p/hr during training; $8p/hr after all = =);
aiyo... at least better than last job (free charge during my training; $8.3p/hr after all >
Sounds very cham hoh~!!! kekekeke~!! ;P i know.. i know...

2ndly, I am so unlucky 2day...
Everything just rush towards me without letting me notice it...
I missed my bus this morning although i have already gone out 5 minutes early = =
another thing is about my roommate... i bet there's something wrong with her..
this is just happened this morning...
& i really do feel confusing...
just hoping friends who reading this can help me 2 figure something out what's going on...
this is how the story ''looks like''....
i called her this morning, around 9am.
i asked her about what time another bus coming & she told me 915am... ok i said...
nothing weird happen after i reached city bus station.
i received her msg & it is 3 pages of'em... walao eh...
& d body of the msg is as below:
"I will move/delay a while 2 staying here. i will ask others/wait dave coming back 2 help me look 4, 4 they r know well perth hsin better than me heaps. just 2 let u know no need help me look 4 my room as d nite b4 yesterday i told u help me 2. 4 those u had looked up 4 me, thx 4 helping. if there's sth i made u not happy wif me durin tis few months v staying 2gtr, i make an apologize 2 u here. hope u find a gud hmate/if u stay alone, tak k always."
after reading tis msg, i was like "what d hell.... ><" does she sense bout something o what? i didn't tell her anything b4 or acting any tat will show my feeling towards her... can anybody just gimme some hints?!!!! i reply her msg after i finished my work & this is what she reply me: "Nothin, i dont wish 2 mention it anymore! let u noe 1 more thing, i was treasuring our frenship b4 juz like sis.. i will stay outside 2nite. take care!" another "what d hell...." = = i even called up joey 2 ask what happen n she's like knowing nothing...

now im feeling so bad.... i got terrible headache...
if she could tell me what i did tat make her feel like tat,
may b i will feel much better than now on...
BUT she DIDNT!!!
AArrrhhhhh......!!!! This is so sucks man!!!
i feel like standing in the mud & cant even get my legs pull out
no matter how i shout, no one passing by 2 help me get out of here & i cant even do anything instead of standing there...!!!
THAT's wat i feel now... terrible...
sigh.................

假期的开始+ing~

哇哈哈哈哈~~ 终于等到这一天了~
??? 这一天??? 哎哟...就是放假啦~！(你以为什么哦？写blog meh~?!... 哈哈哈哈~！= =)
其实，早就在18号当天下午4:35分，坐在考场里，一交上作答纸的那一刻就是偶放假的开始了~！

~~~HoliDaY-HoliDaY-HoliDaY-HoliDaY-HoliDaY~~~ ^O^v

心情真的是可以用谚语：“笔墨难以形容”的好~！哇卡卡卡卡~~！
可是认真想想...难免还蛮担心这次的考试成绩...
虽然有把握，但也不是十足的把握...
"应该会pass吧..." 这么告诉自己...
但是偶不要pass only... 对自己的要求还是至少credit above... (原本是HD = =lll)
CREDIT ABOVE 耶... 会不会要求太高啊??... 应该不会啦哄... ;P

放假了...要找点事干来打发打发时间...
原本说好的cleaning工作，结果又报销了... $17/p.h.就酱子飞掉了~ T.T
现在另一个目标是正考虑要在Train Station的newsagency工作...
可是又有点......也不知道该怎么说那感觉...怪怪滴就是了...
唉... 算了啦... 明天把resume带去，再看看咯~

哎哟... 好啦好啦~！就先写到这里啦~！
"大贱人"已经迫不及待的想要偶跟他"分享"这blog了...
真是"皇帝不急，急死太监"~ 卡卡卡卡卡~~！XD
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